The Art of Falling in Love with your Uniqueness

Uniqueness is the ability to recognize oneself as pure love. All beings are unique, all are born to radiate that which they are and that is- pure love.

We are all born pure but either our parents, churches or our society taught us to believe that unless we work hard at it- our nature is to think we are unworthy of whatever we want since we are nothing but ungrateful sinners which is why we must worship others (for example- Jesus) and allow the priests to cleans us of our impurity because that is the only way we can ever find salvation in our lifetime.

Sorry but, that’s some serious bs, won;’t you agree?… 🙂

Well, you know I was born jewish but I was never identified with that religion. My thing was music, I became a professional cellist in my early teens and as soon as turned 20 I was in the US with the intention to further my performance career. However 4 months after graduating I strayed from that dream to invest my precious time in my spiritual growth inspired by a very powerful teacher. Later on I came across The Human Design System which gave my journey of early de-conditioning an interesting logical container to understand how we are constantly being tested in our lives through our experiences- so that we can understand what its like when we operate from programming & illusion vs. when we give ourselves permission to bypass the programming and chose for ourselves how to relate, see ourselves and live our lives.

In the past 4 years I realized that I am NOT at all the kind of person who is designed to get her foot through the door in the old fashion way in order to become more successful, acquiescing to any and all external authorities… Quite the opposite! Only when I am recognized & invited by the people and the environments I’m about to step into- can I truly become successful and attract what is right for me. That is because I am a worthy Projector. The Projector’s “strategy” is to “wait to be recognized and invited”… one of the biggest discoveries of my life, which I am aware of only thanks to ‘The Human Design System’.

Not long before that discovery- my beloved spiritual teacher passed. It was 2019… When he was around he was running my energy but when he left the body everything was different. I had to do the inner work to understand energy to begin with. Since I just moved to the West Coast in 2018 to experiment with expanding my music career I still felt like my identity was my teacher’s as I spend well over 15 years in the presence of his energy… and yet- because he was around less and less my intuition ended up pushing me out of that environment as I began sensing that I needed to experience my own energy, my own expansion I didn’t know why or how, I just knew something had to change.

As soon as I moved energetically out of that environment into my own- I begun sensing that I wasn’t unconditionally loved by those who were surrounding him… nor was I invited or recognized for my uniqueness by them. Suggesting new ways of doing things around was not at all welcomed. I had to respect myself regardless to what others demonstrated. That started my deepening into my inner unconditional love work.

Interestingly enough years later I found out that my Identity center in my Human Design chart is “not defined”, meaning- during my life around my teachers he and others got to define me yet at the end of the day its about finding the resonance with those around us that makes the most sense to “who we truly are”… We are frequency. A lovely unique worthy sovereign frequency.

Therefor It all started to make sense to me right after finding Human Design… recognizing that I am someone who does not need to attach to an idea or an identity… that I can never be “someone” because I can not be who I think I am… I simply am… If anything- I am designed to let go of any self identifications for my life to properly work…

But because I was so unaware of who I was underneath it all I was somewhat hooked on looking for external approval by my environment which is truly trippy if you actually think about it…

The habit of trying to fit in is very typical for many projectors, and with Human Design coming into my life I begun feeling bothered by that. I began experimenting with seeing things differently and I witnessed a lot of clarity. People who I believed to be my friends- weren’t showing signs of no recognition… My words were not taken seriously so I began giving myself permission to express my sovereignty more. It wasn’t easy at first but I was no longer holding onto the belief that I must follow others to feel spiritually adequate. The old traditions seem like “programs” to me now. To unstuck from them became crucial for me, especially since I found out that Projectors are known to be the “de- programmers” of humanity…

That encouraged me to chose to take back my powers. I soon found out I am designed to serve the collective by sharing my story. Deeply caring for my tribe is a gift I was born with, yet being that I am a guide (the projector role) it became clear that bitterness (the Projector “not self theme”) is part of my experience too so I resorted to being more of the observer, witnessing my own blocks around radical self acceptance and my own individual awakening. To a point it is now a priority.

Even though I came from a powerful spiritual environment- wanting badly to identify with it’s “special-ness”- that environment taught me that I never quite knew how to honor my own uniqueness within it. Worrying about what others say, or doing things for the sake of following instructions was my biggest “error”. The irony became clear to me that as a projector- if I can’t recognize myself regardless of my environment- no one will ever recognize me back unless it starts from me.

I had to learn how to stop caring for external validation and give it to myself- the respect, the love, the recognition, the appreciation, the trust & the sensitivity I craved from others…

I asked the universe to guide me how to live a more fulfilling authentic life, loving my uniqueness even more… so i began turning my focus inwards… surprisingly these challenges turned into gifts. Through Human Design I learned how to transmute and alchemize the ancestral pain of self oppression which I’ve been carrying within my DNA since birth. Repressing my own trust in my ability to claim my freedom and the ability to wholeheartedly care for and love myself first- my past was haunting me and I didn’t want to let it mess with my head… (gate 47.3 in my unconscious Sun energy…)

Its interesting, that my music fans are now becoming more and more exposed to my inner contemplations… It is spaces such as this blog- where I give myself permission to share myself vulnerably and openly about my unique journey with Human Design that changes reality… I talk about how Projectors like me are here to awaken the majority of this planet (in other words- awaken the Generators- who 70% of all aura types on Earth). What are we awakening generators to? to the power of our unique individual energy and what its all about… recognizing how important it is for us all to know how to work with it.

For a projector to be genuinely invited to guide energy is crucial! For only projectors can understand the value of correct use of energy. Projectors are the only type of aura that can guide energy… we are literally “energy manipulators”… yet the recognition we need must start with recognizing ourselves first… only then can others be attracted to that inner knowing.

Choosing to let go and practice approving of myself first is my mantra… and even dare I say- falling in love with myself through a new level of unconditional love which transmutes all ancestral traumas by re-writing my own “her-story” I can literally free myself from karma and from any ancestral junk DNA, on my own terms…

I am learning that no matter what makes me feel different- uniqueness is not actually special at all… It’s available for everyone to recognize about themselves! We can all realize that we are unique just by surrendering to being our unique selves…

In 2027 we are going to sense a total shift in background frequency. From tribal support energy we’re moving into individual charisma energy. We will have more embodied unique individuals on the planet ready to show up as themselves authentically and sovereignly. Some say its the end of the old paradigm and the beginning of the new:

This is why it’s so exciting to be alive these days, and to witness how our internal shift is aligned with the cosmos. Coming back to self, loving our uniqueness no matter what affects us in all walks of life… Can we imagine that we’re about to witness the fall of the old tribal systems and notice the rise of all the individual systems? This is why I am here… this is exactly the work I’m presenting on this website…

We are living in a time where most people aren’t even aware (yet) of this cosmic shift but those of us who are- are choosing to teach our children how to recognize their own uniqueness starting from infancy- this work is already moving mountains!… I honestly wish I knew I was a projector when I was a teenager… it would have changed my whole trip about life… especially regarding understanding my own worth…

Many people still need to feel like they belong, like they matter & needed… some people become overwhelmed and stop living before they die… we all have that low purposeless vibration within us… so having that back bone can become a purpose. Telling yourself “you got this” can be the purpose… Knowing you are a divine being that just needs to recognize himself/herself on the daily- becames the purpose…

This is why I’m here. I want to help as many people optimize their relationship with themselves. I’m as passionate as can be about teaching what I am learning from #humandesign as it presents a logical system that has grounded me. It helps me embody more SELF LOVE!… This is why I find Human design to be such a rich & powerful tool, and I just know that more and more people are going to experiencing self actualization with this tool during my lifetime.

On 9/11, 10/22 and 11/29- I’ll be giving a public talk named “the art of falling in love with your uniqueness”
September 11
2-4pm
Soft Medicine Sanctuary(Sebastopol CA)

Octoberr 22
2-4pm
Soft Medicine Sanctuary(Sebastopol CA)

November 19
2-4pm
Soft Medicine Sanctuary(Sebastopol CA)

During this experience we will attempt to DEEPLY investigate how differently people operate from one another- by looking at all the different auras, strategies, authorities, personalities, profiles, definitions, purposes and all the different energies that make our sacred geometry the uniqueness that we are. However this requires the removal of any unconscious patterns and programming of behavior (expectations)… This will ultimately help us all learn how to de-program from our old habits of seeing ourselves and one another can help us learn how to work with each other better..

The Human Design lens truly demonstrates the beauty of uniqueness.

And because the background frequency during the last 409 years is still deeply etched in our cellular memory- we are bravely heading towards a whole new era of how to live and thrive on earth… This is a cosmic magical change! our current global cycle- ” the cross of planning” is shifting out of and into a new awakened energy.. 2027 is representing an expected dramatic shift and we are barely just beginning to understand how to even embody that… Are you excited?… I sure am!!

Join me to learn more how we can maximize the potential of this energetic shift and how we can be the pioneers of working with energy in a way that can help support humanity during this monumental transformation!

Looking forward to seeing you there!